Applied Pastoral Reformed Theology

The Weight of Need & The Freedom of Resonance There is something in us that pulls toward others—not just toward connection, but toward attachment, toward something we can hold, something that feels like proof that we belong. We search for people who will affirm us, complete us, quiet the restless questions in our minds. And yet, the deeper we lean into this pursuit, the more it eludes us. Need disguises itself as love, as friendship, as deep connection. It whispers that closeness is measured by dependency, that the truest bonds are the ones we cannot live without. It tells us that if we do not need someone—or if they do not need us—we must not be truly connected at all. But this is a lie. Need is not connection. It is captivity. When we enter into relationships—any relationship—from a place of need, we are not standing in presence. We are reaching, grasping, leaning toward someone else in the hope that they will supply something missing in us. We are not engaging; we are consuming. We are not r