Thoughts Of A Trillionaire

We choose which reality we will create by our mindset and societal maturity. If we want more positive, inspiring, and fulfilling technology and tools, then we must be more positive people who think about how to inspire others and live fulfilling lives. In this audiojournal entry, I implore you and all of us to be more mature. To grow into our greatness through positivity, wisdom, and love.

Today I am walking and talking with my beautiful, charming, and powerful partner, Soteria. We talk about momentum, change, decisions, sacrifice, experiences, and other things we are learning about life and the Universe.

Its incredibly hard to say this... But I must admit that my dad has had much more of an influence on me then I ever wanted. I've realized that much of my feelings of inadequacy, insecurity, and indecision has come from him... From never feeling like I was enough or was worth respect or reward. I never felt much of the love I wanted from him, or felt like I could be vulnerable enough to share my love or desire for love. I could never trust myself... And thus why I found it so hard to be confident in myself.

Continuing yesterday's entry, I go on to discuss where my feelings of inadequacy, melancholy, and lack of self esteem came from... As well as why I think I crave structure and constructive pressure. More to come!

Once again I am here, dealing with my issues in public

We can simulate the ideal close-knit community through virtual spaces. We can also be the hero of our stories without being the villain or being perfect. In this two-part audiojournal, I talk about more dualities that should be interwoven rather than binaries.

Globalization has allowed us to travel and communicate across the world faster than ever before, yet we have also lost the local communities that allowed us to travel and connect with our neighbors like we used to. In this audiojournal, I propose a rebalancing of our local communities so that we may benefit both from small, close-knit communities and from large, diverse cities.

There is over 5000 years of history leading to the modern, western idea of yoga. The original concepts were more about the practice of accessing intense concentration through meditation in order to understand greater truths about the universe and the nature of consciousness. Two main schools of thought came from these practices: a "theistic" concept where they believed in some supreme being or larger power, and an "atheistic" concept where they were still spiritualists but believed a supreme being was not necessary to understand greater truths and achieve liberation from the cycle of life and death. In this audiojournal, I try to understand this rich history and probably just achieve an intense state of humility

Procrastination is one of my biggest faults. I figured it's mostly due to fear/anxiety and low self esteem as well as a general failure to feel the Pressure in an unstructured environment such as I have with my personal goals. So in this audiojournal entry, I share an idea I just came up with to keep myself motivated.

This episode is just me preparing for the change that is to come, and plugging my channels and such. I am very excited to start my job search in earnest and to go beyond the surface and research some ancient histories as well. Thanks for coming along this journey with me, and let me know how you're doing in your journey!

There is change coming. So much change that the nature of our very reality will be in question for the masses. In this episode, I talk about how our perception of reality is an illusion soon to be upturned. What will you do when time comes to change?

UX Design is such an exciting and useful way of thinking and process because it forces you to really understand other people's perceptions and behaviors. In this audiojournal entry, I share my thoughts about why mental models can greatly impact how effectively you can solve an important problem.

Being alone is painful. Being different very often leads to you being alone. In this entry I share my story of what it's like being different and alone. I also reflect a bit on the issue of males in general finding it difficult to connect with other people on a deeper, fundamental level like our ancestors likely had an easier time doing. Check out my mom's creations at @ja_adorn_designs!! Some really dope stuff.

I have been trying to use meditation to help get rid of my cold, but I simply don't believe in this spiritual experience enough. In this audiojournal entry, I share how my fears and anxieties about believing in anything other than science makes it difficult to benefit from things like the placebo effect and 'self-healing'. I talk about how the circle of knowledge always creates more and more things that we don't know or can't explain. Self doubt is part of the journey. Even if I don't fully believe/understand, I can still utilize meditation and yoga and manifestations to help better my life.

I am once again for your emotional support, hehe smh. But seriously, I keep letting myself sink into these new stories and fictions when I should be moving towards my goals as fast and purposefully as I can. I need an accountability partner. Frfr. I get real vulnerable in this entry and share one of my major vices: reading. Please help me stay on my path and prod me to keep moving forward as fast and purposefully as we all know I can. I'd love to help you do the same in return!!

I am incredibly grateful and privileged to be surrounded by so many amazing and passionate people! In this audiojournal entry, I share my gratitude for my loved ones. Thank y'all for being awesome!!

What is confidence? It is the simple act of not being afraid to change. It is the acceptance of growth and the empathy of connection. It is the self empowerment of awakened beings able to go after the life they want and know they can have, no matter the adversities in their way. Is antifragility. In this audiojournal entry, I share my own struggles with this simple idea and talk about how many of us suffer from this same problem in different ways. I go on to discuss how we can break out of this cycle of low/no confidence in order to step into our true potential. Change is a mind state shift.

It is (1)2020 and we are still largely worried about the same problems that our ancestors were worried about 10,000 years ago. Food, shelter, water, social connections, and access to resources. We still must work to get each one... We still must spend a lot of time trying to manage these basic needs. In this audiojournal entry, I share my disappointment with where we are now as a species, and my hope for what we can accomplish and where we can be within our lifetime.

Awakening. It is a term used in these spiritual journeys once you begin to get into meditation, manifestations, and spirituality outside of religion. In this audiojournal entry, I share my thoughts, ideas, and experiences as I go through my own journey of Awakening. It is a process of selflessness and breaking out of the constraints of learned consciousness. It is the path of always being curious about the true reality of the universe and world we live in. It is the awareness of connection that you have with every living creature and even non living beings in our shared illusion of reality. It is a journey with no end, and constant growth. It is a pleasure and privilege to go on this journey with you!!

Mind altering substances have walked alongside human evolution for a long time, since the beginning. It is a source of everything from spirituality to philosophical thinking. I share a little bit of my experiences from my last experiment in this audiojournal entry.